I'm a person who has a TON of big fat huge miraculous things to celebrate...and I do...every single night when I put my head on my Target clearance bin pillow and thank BG (*) for all of the gifts, blessings, and miracles of my life.
But my day-to-day life is also filled with thousands of small things...not life-changing or earth-shattering, mind you, but nonetheless important to me and how I enjoy my life.
Like finally finishing the anti-biotic, and being able to do so with purified ice and water from my favorite amazon sippy cup:
Or starting a new book about people who love books, and being a big fat beautiful bird away from finishing a project that has brought me stitchy joy:
Or finally figuring out that if I eat yogurt for breakfast it's good for my gut, bones, heart, BellyBean, etc and that it will lead to a 40 pound weight loss that puts me almost lower than my post-transplant weight:
And loving the fact that a stitchy friend who sent me an amazon gift card is with me every day when I look up and see the beautiful little tree that her gift enabled:
Is this the wisdom of age, Dearies? Or am I finally able to enjoy the smaller (though no less significant) things that make this here life of mine so wonderful? Sometimes I think I get so gobsmacked by the fact that I received a kidney transplant, or was blessed with support that enabled me to start a new life in a new home, or that I survived a surgery and recovery that should have killed me...and then I wake up to an emptied dishwasher (thank you, JB) and a big huge cup of damn good that I can taste again now that this cold/flu/plague has finally started to lift.
So today I'm going to enjoy my little things a bit before plunging in to chores and to-dos. Rich is doing his thing over on campus. (Can I just say that he looks so damn handsome with his new smile and his nice blue blazer and that head of beautiful hair?), and then I think it will be time for spaghetti or salmon for dinner. Slow and simple...but...happy.
Futzingday is upon us! How will you spend your hours and minutes today? I hope it will involve doing something fun and that you'll come tell me all about it!
(*) BG = Big Guy