I am home, but quiet. This one hit harder. And knocked me down further. Medically I am considered stable, but mentally and emotionally I'm flat on my back and will be so for a bit. At the moment, I don't have the spark...the humor...or the strength that is my usual fall-back position. There is no clown car this time, nor funny names, nor minimizing. At the moment, it's just...rough.
There were and are continued miracles, of which my world remains full of every second of every day.
Those aren't going anywhere.
Thank you, Friends. For the love, the prayers, and the good wishes.
I love you.
coni
Sending so much love and so many positive thoughts that you are able to heal mentally and emotionally as well as physically, coni.
ReplyDeleteConi, thank you for trusting us with where you are. I’m so sorry this has been so hard. You don’t need to be strong, funny, or anything at all right now. I’m here with you in the rough, for as long as it takes. You are deeply loved.
ReplyDeleteTake one day, one moment at time. That’s all you need to do!
Tammy Miller
Aka: the lady the sent you the tatted angel when you got your kidney bean. ❤️
Coni, you have amazing strength to have been able to post even as much as you have. Very, very best wishes for improving health (physical, emotional, mental) as you adjust to this major change. Elaine in Oz
ReplyDeleteConi, over the years I have watched you demonstrate incredible strength and courage repeatedly. You often made light of the situation, but your strength and courage were enabling the humor. I have no doubt you are again facing life with strength and courage. You see your weaknesses and frailty, but I see someone adapting rapidly to unexpected change while recovering from major surgery. Please give yourself time to heal, and know that however much love you give yourself, it is only a fraction of the love your readers hold for you.
ReplyDeleteAcknowledge the grief you feel, Coni. That is the best course for you at this point in time. Then after the grieving begins to be replaced by the smallest spark of determination, you will find your way forward. I’ve been there following a serious, life-changing surgery. ❤️
ReplyDeletePlease dear girl, take the time you need to heal spiritually, physically and emotionally. You have made us smile through thick and thin. Now rest and take care of yourself. Sending you love
ReplyDeleteWe love you too....
ReplyDeleteKeep plugging, Coni. Those sparks, those hits of humor, those "bright side" feelings will return,.They are who you are. We will be waiting when they reappear!
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