Stewey and I made it home safe and sound from Indianapolis a few minutes ago, and the first thing I did was hit the Happy Chair for another good cry.
(What the heck is it with me and the waterworks lately?!)
These were tears of joy and gratitude that we got there and back and that I managed to get through today's appointments with no damage other than a headache from trying to think too hard and from cramming too much new stuff into this tiny brain of mine.
Kids, this whole organ transplant thing is pretty overwhelming to be sure. And I suppose that it doesn't help matters that I already don't feel particularly well to begin with and my travel companion was absolutely no help whatsoever with navigating.
(He was, though, very quiet and comforting on the drive home as I blathered on and on about all of the stuff I learned today, so I suppose I shouldn't complain too much.)
(He also didn't require any potty breaks and the drapes in the hotel remained unwatered. Thankyouverymuch.)
So tonight is going to be all about....nothing at all. I need to turn off my brain for a bit and just let things process. I have done absolutely everything I can and just need to stay the course for now, so we can get back to our regularly scheduled programming very very soon.
But before I go, I need to tell you that your happy thoughts and prayers and love and support are nothing short of miraculous. Any time I feel myself starting to crumble, I close my eyes and feel you there holding me up in every way imaginable. A thousand million thank yous to the moon and back, dear friends.
To the moon and back.
I knew you would come through the ordeal with flying colors, Coni, and that Stewey would help steer the ship. Glad that you are home and comfy, now relax and enjoy your evening...you earned it.
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Polka dot toes! I love them!
ReplyDeleteGlad your home safe and sound
Everything will work out fine.
Blessings, Baa
Know that you are always held in love. Sleep peacefully this night, and all to come. XOXOXOOX
ReplyDeleteConi, this post just brought me to tears. We are so with you and I know a lot of us wish we could physically be with you to support you. You are in my heart and I check your blog so often to see how you are doing. I am sending you love, hugs & prayers, Cathryn ♥
ReplyDeleteAlways to the moon and back....and there is a beautiful moon out tonight. We just got in a few moments ago, and while I didn't expect to see a new post, so glad to see one and know you and Stewey made it back home. Take your time in processing the information from today......one step at a time, one day at a time. Prayers and hugs.
ReplyDeleteGood to take a 'time out' + enjoy a snuggle in your Happy Chair. You are surrounded by loving thoughts. Sleep well. Luv
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Dear Coni: You have every right to shed tears, or jump around, or sleep as long as you need to. All the information you have received is overwhelming I bet. Is there a chance for you to have a medical advocate with you during your appointments? I believe that is what it is called - medical advocate. They help with all the info given during appointments. Now back at home you are trying to understand, and remember all the "stuff" thrown at you. It is overwhelming. An advocate might be a great help.
ReplyDeleteGlad you are safely back home, with Stewey on the top of the couch. And your lovely, pedicured and lacquered toes - very cheery! Relax and stitch when you want to. Cindy in northern Illinois
When God is with you, who can stand against you?? (Pretty sure that's a Bible verse but alas, I am horrible at remembering Book, chapter, and verse numbers). Happy you are home safely, and will continue to pray for you.
ReplyDeleteEverything they said, my dear. Rest and relax. Your journey alone was tiresome; the class, more so. We're all here...-p.
ReplyDeleteYou are an inspiration to us all!
ReplyDeleteConi, glad to read you are home. Now, you need to rest, relax, and hunker down in the Happy Chair. Thinking of you!
ReplyDeleteHang in there, Coni! We are all here for you!
ReplyDeleteConi, please remember to breathe and it helps to close your eyes and count to 5 in and to 5 out. Just relax. We, your support team, will do all the heavy thinking for the evening. (But please hurry back as we may be prone to drifting off to sleep.) Stewy is watching over you, so all is good.
ReplyDeleteWe are holding you in our collective arms and welcoming you home safe & sound. What you accomplished going, while there and coming back again is courageous?magnificent?, awesome?, all of these. You dazzle us...
ReplyDeleteThe tears will subside and after much rest, you will be
recover and begin anew, being our Coni of brilliant wit
and sharing.... Stewey always delivers and we thank him
for guarding and guiding you throughout... Love you.
I'm so glad you are home safe and sound. Have a nice relaxing day tomorrow, you earned it!
ReplyDeleteAahhh, that great feeling when you are finally home...
ReplyDeleteWell done Coni! You did good! Enjoy the peace. Your toes are a work of art! We are with you all the way. xx
ReplyDeleteYou know we are always here to hold you up. :)
ReplyDeleteMarilyn
Glad you made it home safe and sound. Wish I was there to make you a damn good cup of coffee!
ReplyDeletexo Mj
Coni, look what you accomplished, it is not for the faint of heart. God and Stewey are your co-pilots. You Can Do It!!!!!
ReplyDeleteVery happy you made it home safe from you very busy day
ReplyDeleteSo happy you made it there and back, all safe and sound. This is such a difficult and life-changing time for you. Glad Stewey went with you. Hugs and prayers.
ReplyDeleteThis makes me so happy to know that all our love is reaching you. Hope you are relaxing today too.
ReplyDeleteAnd we will continue to support you and every way possible. Your blog posts helped keep me uplifted during my daughter's cancer battle. The least I can do is pray for you!
ReplyDeleteLove, Prayers and Hugs,
Rose
Happy thoughts from far away, hang in there ! Lovely toe nails ...
ReplyDeleteBetween your toes and those threads! Beautiful colors! Glad you're home safely. We're here. Holding you up. You're brave and strong.
ReplyDeleteLove is everywhere around you. Blessings to you, dear Coni.
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